My name is Archie, im 20 years old! People call me airhead :p so dont expect amazing grammer! I've made this site as a form of thearpy or just something to do! My hobbies include many things, i tend to start stuff and not get around to finishing it :< its been a big problem i used to skate alot when i was 16 and i got somewhat into it i could pop shuv and ride around but for whatever reason kinda lore, i got scared of talking to my friends at the time and distanced myself from the real world, retreating online. I regret alot in my teenage years i get angry at myself for not being more social.
I really like music :3, here's my Last fm! I also play guitar but im not very good for learning since 16 :< Im hoping to do review of shows i go to even local ones! and archive pics ext!!!!! Some of my favroute bands include; La Dispute, Title Fight and Sunami. Some local scottish ones i like (btw im scottish glasgow based) include My Rushmore, Bearhug and Allmylifeneeded.
I'm big on gaming however, i no longer game like i used to as im trying to socialise in the real world. Some of my fav games of all time include Space engineers, Squad / Project Reality, HOI4! Currently im playing thru the elder scrolls with my paladin/battlemage in Oblivion, and my Spell Sword in morrowind :3 as well as starting the souls games!!! i enjoyed Elden ring and ive recently beat DS1 but DS2 is not as fun... More info to come
Since my girlfriend of 2 and a bit years left me early june 2025 I've started going to the gym! As of now i've gained 12kg in weight from 60 to 72kg (5,11) and my bench is sitting around 90kg but im a bit scared to squat and deadlift as idk how, i will work up the courage to ask the university powerlifting team as they seam nice. but yea! 200kg leg press :3 still going at it my goal is 80kg lean, 100kg bench and big forearms and a good legs
Im doing a Beng in Mechanical Systems Engineering, currently in my 4th year doing my thesis on Optimising rocket nozzles :p I'm unsure if i really want to be an engineer but im gonna give it my best shot! I'm also head mechanical engineer for my unis rocketry society will update on that 2
I am currently depressed, i really struggle in social interactions as mentioned above i distance myself from any friends even if they are good to me as im afraid im not cool enough for them ext. I had terrible terrible social anxiety growing up it was so extreme i would make myself sick not to go to partys id rather harm myself that attend social gatherings, even when i was alone i was sad. I'm on the ASD and i have ADHD all though i dont look it i really am (high functioning). I was on a date with a girl and she called me the weirdest most autistic person she knew:p I'm afraid im Schizotypal or have some personality disorder. i will attend free counciling from uni but we will see. Growing up my mum didnt believe in that stuff she thought it was all nonsense so for my teenage years i suppresed it all, also i suppresed my Bi-sexuality via being homophobic on 4chan lol